nothing-but-panties

Its Chinese new years day today or leen chor yut. Today I woke up noticing an email from a certain someone who's apology to me is a year and a half overdue. I didnt read the email for fear that it would ruin the rest of the day, knowing very well that it was going to. I want to let it go, forget about it forever but due to certain circumstances i cant leave it behind forever. I didnt do any work today, decided that I had to clean the house so wasted the whole day cleaning. hard to get much work done at home sigh. it stresses me out that i cant get any work done because im so lazy. but i wonder how lazy it is that I am? Sure I am slow but is i

Its been 4 months since the last entry, now we begin with a new year, and finally I got my job back sometime around October (21st?). Work has gotten slowly yet increasingly busy and has finally taken over everything in my life, and yet I am still behind. I went from sleeping 10 hours a night to sleeping 5 hours a night in no time and ofcourse burning myself out. how shabby. Had my first encounter with schizophrenia today. cant say i didn't scare myself shitless, especially as I had been exposed to a horror movie with a schizophrenic killer just an hour before my encounter. what luck it is i have. I was so exhausted from work (mondays) I pass

As the nights get colder, the need to cuddle grows. Memories of old boyfriends and lazy mornings come to mind. That is why: today, I bought myself a mouse.